I knew you were trouble-Taylor Swift

I think--I think when it's all over,
It just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.
It just all comes back. But he never does.
I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.
It's not really anything he said or anything he did,
It was the feeling that came along with it.
And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.
But I don't know if I should.
I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright.
But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?
Maybe he knew that when he saw me.
I guess I just lost my balance.
I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.
It was losing me.

Once upon a time a few mistakes ago
I was in your sights, you got me alone
You found me, you found me, you found me
I guess you didn't care, and I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard you took a step back
Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone when he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me

'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies, he'll never see you cry
Pretend he doesn't know that he's the reason why
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning
Now I heard you moved on from whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see

He was long gone when he met me
And I realize the joke is on me, yeah!

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

And the saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her, or anyone, or anything, yeah

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in (you were right there, you were right there)
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble


I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are.

Harus pilih siapa? Part 2

"Ya udah terserah lo!" Rizky berdiri, lalu meninggalkanku begitu saja. Lita menghampiriku lalu berbicara "Ca? Kamu gapapa?" dengan nada khawatir. "Haha, gapapa kok, cuma tadi meleng aja, hehe." ujarku sambil mengusap bagian kanan keningku yang tampaknya benjol. "benerrrr? itu jidat kamu benjol, biru lagi. Ga pulang aja?" Rita menghampiriku sambil memakan choki-choki yang ada di tangannya, "kalian berdua sama aja deh hehe. Aku gapapa kok. benjol dikit doang. Oh ya, itu Rizky kenapa sih? Lagi datang bulan? atau gimana? Judes banget." tanyaku, "gatau" jawab Lita dan Rita nyaris bersamaan, "wiihh, mentang-mentang kembar terus jawabnya kompak gitu? Haha ada-ada aja deh kalian", mereka hanya membalas dengan senyuman. Tiba-tiba terdengar bel sebanyak 3 kali, yang artinya pulang, aku terkejut, saat aku liat jam tanganku, "Lho? ini baru jam setengah 11 kan? kenapa udah pulang?" ujarku, "udah deh caaa, kamu kok kayanya ga pengen denger suara kebebasan itu sih?" kata Fani yang sedang membereskan mejanya, "suara kebebasan apaan? Bel tadi maksud kamu? Bukannya gamau, tapi aneh aja, tumben" jawabku sambil menggendong tas lalu berjalan keluar. "Cacaaaaa!", aku langsung menoleh kebelakang, "apa?" "Mau pulang bareng aku?"

Apa...? Ucapkan sekali lagi.......

Apakah ini mimpi?

Badanku terasa ringan....

Aku terbawa angin terbang ke langit...

Rasanya aku tak ingin turun lagi...

"Ca! Ca! Cacaaa!" suara Nathan memecahkan lamunanku, "di tanya kok malah ngelamun sih, mau bareng ga?" "eh, gausah hehe, aku pulang sendiri aja" tolakku. "Bener? Yaudah besok temenin aku ya, mau beli kado" ajak Nathan, "oke, aku duluan ya" ujar ku sambil meninggalkan Nathan yang masih berdiri di tempat tadi.

Ohya, aku lupa memperkenalkan diri, namaku Caca, sekarang aku duduk di kelas 1 SMA, aku anak ke-2 dari 2 bersaudara. Aku bersekolah di SMA Taruna. Aku terlahir di keluarga yang cukup berada. Kaka ku bernama Ine, ia duduk di kelas 2 SMA. Ya memang selisih umur aku dan kakakku tidaklah jauh jadi aku tidak memanggil dia "kakak"

Esok harinya, "Mah ! Ine mandinya lama tuh! Caca telat nih bisa bisa!" ujarku sambil mengetuk-ngetuk pintu kamar mandi, "Ine! Cepetan! Cacanya nanti telat!" mama pun ikut meneriaki Ine yang masih saja betah dikamar mandi. "ah Ineee!!! Caca mandi di bawah aja ah" kataku sambil berlari kebawah. Selesai mandi, terlihat Ine sedang menyantap sarapan paginya, "Eh Caca udah cantik jelita, tuh ada yang nyariin"

Dan ternyata laki-laki tampan itu sedang duduk santai di teras rumah ku sembari memandangi sekeliling...

Saat dia menoleh....... ternyata dia........

-to be continue-